haiz
i really, REALLY cannot take it anymore
i cant wait till february, till valentine's day, till ur birthday
and pop the gambling question
its not even a 50-50 chance to begin with
in addition to the current situation we're in
maybe u're ok liao luh. since this kind of things dont really matter fuck to u
but im not. im still frigging pissed
although we arent tgt or wat. today morning saw her busy buzzing off with her handphone
confirm guy luh. i sms u at that kind of time u sure dao. or say 'in school liao. ttyl'
these kind of things really get me fucking upset yeah
u dunno how it feels like as usual. and u'll nvr know
what am i doing now
i shouldnt be affected by likes of u this year
its o levels liao.
u know, u could have been my motor drive, my motivation
but yet u chose to be someone giving me emotional setbacks almost everyday
i wanna forget u, its been more of a nightmare den a pleasant dream
i might regret it someday, that i could be officially giving up now. idk
all i know is whenever i see u again my heart gonn feel like thousands of needles prickling in it
i wanna move on, but i have to forget u
i wish i never met you