i asked her in person on thursday!
oh well, i was rejected
I AM VERY PROUD OF MYSELF
at least i got the guts to do so.
HAIZ
im still not over u
how how
at least now a load is off my mind, somehow
wont get so easily affected liao, i suppose

OFF TO SCAPE IN AN HOUR OR SO :DD

haiz
i really, REALLY cannot take it anymore
i cant wait till february, till valentine's day, till ur birthday
and pop the gambling question
its not even a 50-50 chance to begin with
in addition to the current situation we're in
maybe u're ok liao luh. since this kind of things dont really matter fuck to u
but im not. im still frigging pissed
although we arent tgt or wat. today morning saw her busy buzzing off with her handphone
confirm guy luh. i sms u at that kind of time u sure dao. or say 'in school liao. ttyl'
these kind of things really get me fucking upset yeah
u dunno how it feels like as usual. and u'll nvr know
what am i doing now
i shouldnt be affected by likes of u this year
its o levels liao.
u know, u could have been my motor drive, my motivation
but yet u chose to be someone giving me emotional setbacks almost everyday
i wanna forget u, its been more of a nightmare den a pleasant dream
i might regret it someday, that i could be officially giving up now. idk
all i know is whenever i see u again my heart gonn feel like thousands of needles prickling in it
i wanna move on, but i have to forget u
i wish i never met you

2011 arrived. o levels gonna kill me
during the time since i havent blogged i went on a cruise and attended adam khoo's learning program.
both were great
cruise with weiling and her bros. spent time playing cards!
adam khoo program. i loved it
i'll nvr forget it
the trainers are awesome, and one of them is like my role model
leroy! omgosh..
den, shit happens too as usual
she just always hurts me without fail
dun even know how to make a proper sincere apology one
or wat, maybe im not valuable enough to be apologized to luh huh
last time, after each time u CRUSHED ME
u just sorry, den i happy liao
sometimes u dont even say anything i also ok liao since u still talk me to
AFTER SO MANY TIMES, i sumpah, fucking feel like ur damn toy
oh yiliang havent break totally yet, can step on some more
everything i do, how i feel, blah blah
ALL ALSO JOKE MA DUNNID TAKE IT SERIOUSLY ONE
aww i feel sad, YILIANG IS SUCH A FUCKING JOKE, WHAT A DUMB ASS HAHAHA ok i feel btr now :D
maybe without me ur life btr huh. one less EMO person to entertain
how u ever wondered why im emo? use ur dumb brain after u get ur shits straight