what my place in ur heart
im fucking tired of having a damn blog which posts are alternates on the mood
one happy, nxt sad
make me feel fucking pathetic
dunno cry over u how many times liao sia
first girl who make me liddat
stupid me
fucking dumb me
open to u fully for fuck, u barely opened enough for me to slip in at all
now so hard to close. u're in anyw, close also no use
i feel like a retard, thanks to u
the retard who smiles at himself
as if there's no such thing called worries and anger and sadness whenever i recieve a msg from u
'Coz you aren't in dat category. Lol'
i swear these words will haunt me for as long as i dunno
AM I THAT LITTLE IN UR LIFE
TO NOT EVEN GIVE A FUCKING POKE BACK
HOW MUCH IS A DAMN POKE TO U ANYW
YOUR FRIGGIN LIFE?
the main thing is not whether u poke back or not
is just, what am i to u, seriously?
i wanna fucking know
so i can adjust to that 'rank' of which u see me in
and the rest of the day naturally falls apart too
no need anymore explanations