eh. jibai, fuck off leh
today. is totally shit.feel like exploding in anger, bursting into tears, and sulking at a corner
go esplanade, somebody talk all de jiao wei. i just smile smile act like its nth
at mrt, stand in between 2 indians talking loudly to each other
kns ur conver dunnid share with me can? i dont speaka indian anyw dickheads
exiting pasir ris mrt station, some fuckers in front dunno why so slow.
i just shouted a WHAT THE FUCK LA and walk to anyother tapping machine thingy
u know, actually all these shit WOULDNT HAVE MATTERED AT ALL
if u didnt make me feel like im just "one of another guys who u gotta entertain out of basic courtesy" ur replies today are practically ONE FUCKING WORD, when u minus off all those HAHAHAHA, Lol, Okay, and smileys.
lose interest in talking to me alrdy? well maybe that not wat u think, but thats how u're making me feel. u make me feel like a boring piece of shit
i told u to talk to me when u feel like it, u reply "heh. okay. if u insist"
WOW. that is AMAZING
i hope, sincerely, with all my heart, that u'd initiate a conver, now, later, or tmr morning, afternoon, evening or night. w/e
but i know u said that u dont really start a conver. i just hope i'd be an exception
but the smarter part of me told me to dream on,. yeah i doubt that smarter part of me would be wrong
seriously the past week talking to u was really awesome.
i know
that 好事不常在， 好花不常开
but i didnt expect it to end so quickly, as usual
i would say, someone, anyone, pls make me feel btr now
but i know only u can do it
funny how the only person who can make u happier than any other human being in this world
is also de same person who can drag u down crashing into depression and shits