juz realised today
that there ARE ppl reading my blog
strange, nvr leave tag
nvm.
anyw, pls dun hate tyan
its not her fault
we're just not..
meant to be tgt..
im learning to face and accept this sad fact
i hope u guys will too






today was sian
slept till 2pm
din get a chance to dota coz 4.30 need go for tuition
tml bah
juz cancelled a movie with tyan tml
no mood
i juz wanna fuck the comp whole day, ya know wat im sayin?
prove to ppl
that ima no lifer
amnyw im not the one she wanna be with
so, wat the heck
cant force
and..
as much i'd like to see her suffer for giving me this much pain
i'd hate to see that smile of hers disappear frm her pretty face..
yeah i know im screwed up
i feel that im like, bread iceblend
u know, put a couple pieces of bread, water, sugar and ice into a blender and switch it on
getting a screwed up product in the end
that screwed
yuck, way to go, losing appetite
hai...
i figured, the day we'll be tgt
is when oil and water mix tgt
that is impossible
even if u pray faithfully all day..
juz like us
even if i believe in god
i pray eveyday faithfully for this crappy dream
it'll nvr come true
im..

trying super hard to forget everything
im making myself sound less interested in sms-ing everyday
David Achuleta's A Little Too Not Over You..
thats how im feeling now
hear it, its kinda nice..

hai, main thing for today's post is
everyone out there
stop hating tyan
because of me or not
stop, she's really nice
my taste not that bad bahh... -__-
yep, she's great
she aint flirt, she juz has a lot of guy frends
blame her looks!
and her sweet character!! x_x
u'll know when u get to know her

gonna end with the lyrics of A Little Too Not Over You



theres one part which dun fit my current situation
which is, i din let u go













and now im tryin go do so

May the Heavens strike me
May the Hell burn me
For all that I've done
And for all that I didn't




sweet goodbyes ;;