haiz
hol hmwk havent start
gg
last week le
i think i gonna cut short dota and start hmwk
quite long nvr post
dota till around like now
1am plus
vent anger in dota
go around fuck ppl
hear them scream
assisting also happy la
nvm...
i feel like im losing interest in life
gah, wanna fall into a nvr ending sleep
stupid ass
gonna have guitar lesson ltr at 9am
sobs
need grab some sleep soon
HAI...............














you have a 'open' blog now
you told me
i was like ' doesnt matter'
wats de point la?
ur URL speaks everything
tyanloves-him
the him, is either God or ot
im not interested
now im thinkin
thinkin abt the past
i cant believe that or a second there
in the past
i thought i had a chance
like, cant wait to see u
sms u
and cant forget how happy i was when u used to call me regularly
now like u dun give a shit sia
nvm
now, I dun give a shit
i try to make myself look/be uninterested in u
try to make u think that u're nth in my eyes anymore
not true of course
but, i scared u'll get sad or wat
so de daily good nights are still there
gah.. i said that the 'lyndsey times' were worst than this
i was wrong
DEAD wrong















when i say all these
i sound like i want her out of my life
it's true, yet not true
to explain it further
i dun wanna talk to her but i want her to talk to me so i can talk to her
get it? or not
either ways, non of ur business
and everyone out there pls treat her well
take it as a favour frm me













GAH IM OFF
bye