exams have began
hist test was quite ok - surprisingly
hcl was as usual - crap, not surprisingly
well most of today was crappy
thnx alot
like wtf
all's in u mind when u're doin nth is,
odette, lewis, odette, lewis, odette, other frends, odette, Odette, ODETTE
cool la, cool
i hor, seriously fucked up u know?
dunno shld support u? and be happy for u?
or shld i curse and hate u?
i tell u this is wat i call fucked up
been like, swearing for almost the whole day la
i feel hopeless la
like talkin to a wall
no feelings
....

anyw, im addicted to this song by enminem
the real slim shaddy
lol
even MORE addicted to this song by 陶喆
你爱我还是他
i asked myself this qn the whole day
+ whole of last night
went onto bed at 10.30
slept at 12plus..
juz thinkin this damned qn
and the last line of this song is real nice
"你爱我还是他 是否沉默就是你的回答我们都别挣扎 去爱他 "
yeah.. motivation > for giving up
你爱我还是他 is seriously a perfect sdong to describe me now la, wth

sry for swearin at u today
i juz blew
i cant reply ur sms nor pick up ur calls now
im sorry