argh
today sibei sian la
fucker
garena all those useless players listen la jibai
dunno how play dota dun fucking play can?
juz now the game
is as good as 2v4 la kani na
my team 1 leave, 2 feeders fucking useless
like 1st time playing dota
5 year old kids
my useless mother
know whenever i lose mood will be not good
then purposely JUST AFTER I LOSE
tat there scold scold scold
want to throw de whole keyboard at her sia
when goin home at payar lebar mrt
some fucking loser face disfigured look like octopus's jibai
...
fuck la
i today shld have like, be frozen in the freezer la
or sleep WHOLE DAY literally
today is fuckin WTH
sis a lot of problem also
ppl bloggin she come here kajiao
ALWAYS LIKE THAT
go LAN play dota more interesting la
im PAYING them to keep my family members AWAY
today go lane
i use troll warlord vs huskar(andrew) and axe(wee liang)
starting got raped like no mother
occasionally have kills, die 6 times
i go farm
when lvl 16 , get bfly, assault curiass and threads
rape their mama
HOLY SHIT!! (15-6)
haiz...
move on to most important part of my posts bahh...

comparing the way u treated me a month ago, and now
there's a really huge difference
u talk abt returning back to normal
the way we used to be
yet u're the one not completing this piece of puzzle
i've tried super hard
not to be afraid when i see u
although, i still cant help it
to feel extremely sadden when i see u
but i still tried to force that slightest smile onto my face
stupid mother come kehpo. irritating bugger
coz i always eel failed, disappointed of myself, and extremely brokened by ur decisions
but i cant do much
im juz a by stander now
lookin upon the effects of ur actions
not being able to do much
i could juz bite my lip
and force back the tears
close my eyes and walk away
occasionally coming back to check on u
i believe that
the man of ur future
is extremely lucky
coz he have a really perfect girl
she can be, sgs top model
sg idol
some band's icon
magazine front cover
and so on
he shld be extremely proud
at least, i am
and i will be
now i really want the tyan who treated me a bit more den a frend
im feeling lost without it
dead, meaningless
u treat me a lot different compared to last time
more than u tot u had
seriously,
if u want me to tell u how
i can, i will
word for word, in extreme detail
wat is the god damned difference..
ahh...


reach ur hand out into the darkness
and lift me up into the light
return me my hopes and dreams
never letting me fall back again, into the horrendous blight

hmm..
bye