lalaa

today is damn weird

i think i have menopause or smth

im sad, yet im laughin (at myself thou)

im happy but i cant seem to smile suddenly

weird huh?

emotional machine breakdown,

need repairs asap

plan to reveal this blog to some more other ppl

ppl whom i can trust



made this special thing for U today

took me abt 50mins?

i read thru ur hist

for unknown reasons, or so-called unknown

watever-

dun feel like continueing

laughed at myself and took a nap

u seem to obsessed with him

looks like i dun have chance le

haha

im laughin -> weirdo :D

my perfect girl stuck onto her perfect boy

so cool

imperfection is destined to be put aside

2 cities,

imperfectionipolis and perfectionipolis

LOL

i think we both know where we are in individually o.O

lalalaa~

im nuts --- mood swings

or major brian damage

ah watever


i so gotta speak with ot

have some stuffs to tell him

i doubt she'll gimmie his msn thou


tml exam
mati mati
of course la, din study mah..

zzz i juz sent the thingy to her
suddenly i feel so stupid...
haiz, i think frm now on i'll not cling onto her so much
i even find myself fuckin irritatin
yay my emotions are back..
current emotion - FUCKED UP

i think sooner or ltr im gonna suicide o.O
just kiddin
but i'll beat myself up
literally
juz realised how much i hate my life
DIE YI LIANG DIEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!

mayb i'll get kaiyuan to beat me up for me
since he so power
mayb mingyao
leong bros come together murder me
thnx

yeah OFF TO THE DEEP ABYSS THOU SHALL GO
bye, see u in de dark