haiz
i think im gonna miss out night at the museum 2
im losing my position in ur heart
that position called 'frend'
haiz..
not time to emo
since having my new phone alrdy cuts off 1/3 of my sadness
yeah samsung ultra touch
gonna stat meddling with it when i wake up tml
i tml wake up is on comp and dl a lot of crap for it
i think i gonna clear my music
my whole 4gb memory card
den start afresh
need more btr music

u arh
always nvr take care of urself huh
sing sing sing
now no voice
drink more water/honey, watever that helps k?
take strepsils blah blah etc
if u lazy buy i'll help u
juz tell me
i'll send it to ur doorstep too
regardless ur parents there or not
i have my job and i plan to accomplish it perfectly and successfully
but
as each day pass i feel more invisible
i doubt u have been readin my blog
i bet hardly anyone does
you you you you YOU
seriously need someone to take care of u
i hope ot could
well i would take care of u
tat is if u're willing to gimme a chance
argh im babbling again

watched this chinese omace/comedy movie ytd
one of th actress was cecilia cheung
some of her movies quite nice
this translated name of th movie is
Honesty
is abt this too-kind-to-be-true idiot nerd
goes around helpin ppl, get bullied
and nvr gets pissed off by these
when he grew up he had this gf
lived together for 6years
and got dumped
he usually visits this old man, leonardo, in the old ppl's place thingy
leonardo had 25million US dollars, (500million HK dollars), and decided to give all to him
after he pass away, which he did shortly after
this girl (cecilia cheung) found out and wanna hook him for the money
as she tries to get closer to him for th money
she slowy found hersdelf attracted to his kindness
and both eventually fell in love with each other
when they were togetehr it was so sweet la..
sweet enough to wake me up frm my dreams
haiz........
i wonder
do u need a reason for u to fall in love with someone?
i doubt so, since u like
2 years ago know him awhile
stead 2 weeks, den broke up..
and still loving him since then
i've been wondering
which part of him do u love?
i know u ans would be 'everything of him'
but, its not a v good ans
he doesnt give a damn abt u
he lied ur feelings, if its true that he nvr liked u b4
and he seems to have least interest in u
this all feels like
de me-lyndsey-JUNWEN shit cycle again
everyday b4 u sleep, u do u qt
i do DO my qt too
i THINK wats wrong with me, wats wrong with u, wats wrong with this world
cant things actually fall into place FOR ME
..




i think
i muz erase off my 'jio-ing u' thinking
i guess, i juz hadda be ur dad again
i realised
we havent figure out smth to call each other..
thats de sign of u feelings fo me fading
ur actions speaks loud
mayb TOO loud
u juz cant make things look less obvious
i juz wanna go somewhere quiet..

i wanna be ur silent guardian angel
protect u with my life
i'll do anything to see that beautiful smile on ur sweet lil ang moh face :)
hear me out that i love u