long time nvr post
wanted to post some happy things but
someone kinda screwed it for me over the pass few days
you now like treat me as almost invisible when we're in sch la
wth
at most u'll juz, gimmie a smile or a wave
zZz...
dunno wat u're thinkin
or wat u're tryin to tell me
mayb i juz dun really noe u anymore?
or i nvr knew u at all?
in sch u treat me as almost invisible
when u're done with ur own stuffs
when there aint much or anyone entertaining u atm
u den come and find me
when i try to find u
u dunno run to where
when i wanna spend time with u
u'll always be with others
not tat im ur whoever needs to have ur utmost attention on
but, i guess if i put it this way
when's gonn be my turn to spend time with u?
i decided today
since u dun have enuff time for ur other frends
i'll give u all de time u want
i'll stop botherin u fm now on
i'll be thoroughly invisible to u frm now on
and so will u to me
go enjoy ur time with ur frends
coz i no longer exist
...
...
guess now u'll have more time for ur frends huh..


u're de person who gave me hopes
happiness
sadness
confusion
and all kinds of screwed feelings
i find myself being more fond of u as days pass
its like
everyday u add a drop of water into my bottle
and its alrdy overflowing
darn R
so difficult press
nxt week wednesday exams startin
and i have almost no idea wat sci physics is abt so far
need someone help me, tutor me frm start
since only u noe my blog's url
i guess no one is gonne help me
and most probably
neither will u
coz u're juz too busy for others
im sorry..














every word i typed stabbed me in de heart once..