today was el and hcl paper 1
was ok luh
past few days quite some things happened
sometimes i wonder if im doin a good job
coz u always seems to be being teased coz of me
to them u're goin out with a pig
and they laugh at u for my imperfection
each time ur smile fades away
mine gets lost when i got home
so u wun see de sadness on my face
i feel so worthless
sorry for all these troubles
after de exam, went to play bball with ky and another 8 ppl
as wat shawn calls me,
im counted as a 神射手for a lousy bball player xD
chopped until so nice
WOO
too bad ms secret aint there to watch me :(
nvm i'll find a time to play with her
after the game i went back to find her
met her on de way
badminton dudes there --"
fuckers start to treat her like cow
ccb
玩也要有分寸
dun do it ovrboard
make her pissed some more
go piss on urself la
gah....

u called me to scold de hell outta u
when u act foolish again
pls la how can i do it to u
u're juz so adorable
walkin fruit salad with a lil mix of sotong:)
and i hope u'll reveal ur weaknesses to me
so that i can help u protect them
sorry i have lousy observation skills
hopin tat i'll find out such things on my own
would be seeminly impossible
and hatred cant be form in a split second's time
and how an i scold u with hatred and i adore u?
foolish lil salad :))
goodnights, sweet dreams

byebyee

a whole full of shits happened today lol
well sch was juz as usual.
except now the whole fuckin sch knows that i like *ahem*..
and i get di siao-ed almost EVERYWHERE
fckin hate it can?
grr..
but then for de sake of ms secret, i shall not be angry
later she emo, i also emo :(
looks like this lil secret has been exploited
stupid
THNX ALOT LEONARD (i hate uuuuuuuu >< )
anyw, after sch, 3pm got maths remedial
ended at 3.45pm
4pm went to watch bball match
ended with quite a lousy score but,
well we still won YAY ;D
a whole bunch of frends walked together
of course, got di siao-ed on the fckin way there
den a fight broke out between mr buddy and mr porno --"
not goin into the details
i was peacemaker
din make much peace thou T_T
then ms secret gets emo coz of them
managed to make her smile thou
MR SECRETTT SMILEEEEEEE :)
i know u were emo-in juz now when was playin dota
sryyy... :(
and SRY coz hadda pangseh u tml morning :((((((((
argh.. im such a bad guy :(
i suck <:(
and u lil naughty girl, call me dun reply u when u emo-in
no hell way lar
u stupid sotong
nxt time dun call me do it again
or else ill get damn angry
hmm. i saw her so emo
den stayed for her till her bus come
wah then de fuckin 9 and 12 like spam come sia
lucky when her 14 came my 9 was juz behind it
so nvm..
here is where de interested story starts
my phone no batt
i boarded bus 9 and fell asleep
when i woke up im in some weird place
surrounded by 2 man
i sort of wondered if i was raped o.O jokin, nvm
they are bus drivers btw, i think
they woke me up
pointed de direction to de closest bus stop
and reminded me not to sleep
and bus 9 came like 15secs later
by the time reached home
was 7.30pm liddat
damn --"
haiz den bathe, eat
talked to ms secret on phone
play dota while talkin den she say she go bathe
ooo
today dota, me and ky vs bryan and wq again
well i RAPED THEM MUAHAHAA
13-0 :D
i using sa, ky rhasta, wq rk, bryan huskar
i ksed quite a lot frm ky
coz his shackles and ulti
some are like i juz leave it there and auto ks
otehrs is use blink strike
well then i saved his lame ass while he ksed both my kills
stupid he got double kill
nvm, take it as i return him back de favour
when i lvl max, 25
ky only lvl 20+/-
wq only 18
bryan only 15+/-
muahahaaa
nxt i play with wq 1v1
he raped me
1st gaem not so bad
2nd round damn sian
tio tiny some fucked up hero i dunno how use de
he was like 7-0 when left my throne
i force him come to my fountain, faster avalange and stun
I BROKE HIS STREAK WOOOO
PLUS i leveled THRICE
he was lvl 17 when he died, i lvl 8
got straight to 11 o.O
and just b4 de game ended he died again
haha hilarious
gg thou :)
sian.. ms secret nvr reply me
i think she sleep le
haiz..............

like 2-3days ago was walkin with her
den saw jin da
he asked her if i her new bf
she say wat u say leh?
and he say wah i damn disappointed in u
u know i was like fuckin sad juz coz of that 1 sentence?
i juz dun want let her know
anyw was smiling at first
after he said that, if she noticed my smile was totally gone for a second there
hadda fuckin force out out
....
i feel like im totally not worth, not 配 for her la
its like a peasant jio-in a princess of some sort..
nvm this
today, some ass keep on sayin she reserve, so lousy
reserve where got all lousy one?
go fuck ur mom la
she juz dun have de oppurtunity la
when u dun understand her situation pls fuckin shut ur damned yap
u know who u are
asshole
someone say she 4months change 3 times
wah like im another of her toys liddat
go knn suck some condoms la
i got life one hor
and she aint as flirt as u jibais think la can?
i doubt she's happy abt these la
i bet that today she emo is coz of U ALL fucked up dildos
and coz of de fight
stupid ass sia u all
think u cute? think u funny?
kum lan
think she v fun to bully?
go do it to huizehn in front of zetian la
see how u fuckin fall into ur own grave
tmd
im gonna train sia
train until u all scared of me
train until u all gonna think twice b4 messin with me or her
THINK TWICE B4 U OPEN THAT SMELLY AIRHOLE OF URS
arsefaces..

haha today nth much
was studyin with tyan :)
every object continues in its state of rest or uniform motion in a straight line unless a net force acts on the object to change its state
1st law (i memorized a bit of it only xD )
thnx tyan for de lessons, jiayou for ur upcomin sci test toooo ;D
after everyone left we startin to play xD
i made her tie funny funny hair styles
all quite cute lar x)

then suan her + sabo abit
dun dare do too much, scared she cry :S
after that wait for bus with her
played scissors paper stone and flippin coin
SHE LOST BOTH x)
den her bus came and she left

jeff came soon afterwards (back frm his 2.4km run)
we chatted and took de same bus lor
he kp me and i kp him back xD
so funny, he lost the kp-in
well he started it anyw :/
he tried to show off his fancy tatse for music
was smackin my head all de way thru
lol.......
nice old chinese kungfu/taiji ah gong ah ma songs u got there jeff

den jzu played dota.
raped kaiyuan 1st game
2nd game tio some hero dunno how use de.
btw we playin ar (all random)
well pretty good liao, 2-4
manage to chop him once b4 his comp no batt
MUAHAHAHAAA
one of his kills was when i sms-in den look up and realised i juz died
stupid tyco haha :D
den the last kill was he tankin and i smack him awhile, lock him and tower help me attack him :D
manage to get last hit of course
YAY :D

hmm other than this nth much loh
need sleep now le coz tml muz wake up early
BYEBYE ;)

juz got back frm sch.
as u can see, changed my blogskin
URL also changed (not everyone know)
coz i not heartbroken lerrrrrrrrr ^^
Ms Secret is juz toooo wonderful la
i see her cant sad anymore hehee :)
i feel damn bad sia, she try to make me study but i din.. at least, din study much
den i keep on forcing her to drink water , feel so bad
SORRY, but still drink ur NON-COLD water x)
that day forgot to update
actually more of cannot update, juz leave it liddat luh

today watched CCH gettin thrashed by AHS bball
40-80 HA, got 1 lousy elephant there, free free-throws for us = free points xDD
stupid piggy-cum-elephant PUDGE
foulling like no mother
dumb dumbbbbb
their coach voice is fuckin funny lar
SQUEAKY SQUEAKY SQUEAKKKK!!!
and junwen is a fuckin jewish jerk
asshole supports dunno wat evil teh teh society
CALL ME SMALL FRY
GO SCREW UR MOM LA BITCH
can backflip so wat, doggie?
i muz lick his feet arh?
backflip LEARN CAN LIAO WATTT
nvm him, may he die a horrible death

ANYW, today SOMEONE fell thrice
and was wearin my shoes
in de end when exchange back
inside got grass + sand --"
haha but
i learnt ur master code today
FORGIVE AND FORGET :DD
so i shall forgive u :)

thnx to Ms Secret, i might be able to learn breakdance SOON!!!
after i learn, first thing i gonn do is to backflip into toilet in front of junwen YEAH
action action 一下 x)
i small fry wurt..
ohh! forgot to thnx aderline (CHER!) for this lil info
THNX CHER!

hmm i guess i gonn go bathe and eat dinner soon

note: Ms Secrettt!!!! Drink more water k? MAKE SURE ITS NOT COLD. when u recover i treat u nice nice food :) in sch thou, ps not v rich x( mayb if got chance to go out together i'll treat u smth luhh. and u can call me, sms me, anytime u want k? whenever u feel bored, wana chat, or sad, i'll always be here for uuuu :) TAKE CAREEEE :)))

today morning, i made my last stand. my final decision
those lyndsey-despo days are over
coz i got over u :)
i figured that i'll nvr get a chance, so why kill myself
plus i met a WONDERFUL sweet girl ;P
SECRET thou haha :D
lets juz call her ms mystery O.o
well i met, and got to know this ms mystery thru a good buddy
buddy's name secret too, otherwise u guys might know who it is xDD
THNX MR BUDDY
我不知不觉地爱上了你
thats all i can say abt wat happened btw us
its juz tat sudden spark ;D
at first feelings was juz friends, i swear
haha, den slowly i juz, U KNOW :)
ok, i dun think can say anymore, or else u guys would know who it is,
so far only 2 dudes in this world knows who i like
its Mr Secret No. 1 and Mr Secret No. 2 :P
haha nvm

failed my 1st, maths test. 13/30 T.T
which got me into maths remedial
good la, at least now i can clarify my misunderstanding in de recent maths topics
sci = die
fckin doggie mr ong

...
wait, i gtg eat. later come back then edit

fcking americans
ok, not all are assholes.
some are pretty good frends :)
ANYW,
most americans playing GunZ ijji are fucking hardcore nerdy bitches
cant win, cheat
cheat and kill, scold us noobs
we scold back, say we cry
WTF, they think they RED HAIR den can fuck us are?
no fucking way man.
distance lag then chibais at there kaopei kaobu
they have fucking pubic hair on their heads
noob PPP's
no money/bankcrupt then use us as 出气筒
call their mother go die la
pls, asians are better gamers than USA punks
call us CHINKS, WTF
cannot win us SAY LAR
HUM ARH?
stupid. 明明 look up to us, tryin to use our singlish in their country
den in-game thick skin nia
NOTE : these fucking lamos think that 'LAR' is a funny word.
What The Fuck?!
idiots much?
haiyo. were they born STUPID or did their parents sent them to DOOFUS SCH??
hmm thats i tough qn. i think its BOTH
fucktards
cant reach our HIGH STANDARDS still want make themselves look good
this aint racism
its juz that frm my experience, most of the ang mohs have attitude problems
actually, some SINGAPOREANS ALSO NIAAAA
kill ppl alrdy, say politely GF (good fight), at there spam taunt
KNN, game only, kill me 了不起啊?
No Lifers
some hors, say want fight somemore.
call me give him my number, he ownself dun dare give
THEN CALL ME HUMJI
i only scared after i give him, everyday 100 sms come in 5 mins
others wat 'come gang fight', 'blow off chibais here and there' i not scared la pls
call them come my sch find me la
only see a chicken's shadow outside my sch
BITCH MUCCCHHHHHH??!!!
haiz. game is for relieving stress not to create stress. now see these kind of players
just leave room lorr, save time, save breathe

note for tyan wei: ehh dun so emo le. life's full of surprises and u'll nvr noe wat will pop out nxt. so juz seat back, relax and enjoy the wild wild ride k? who noes that guy actually has interest in u? and i KNOW u WILL get a chance to play in badminton matches.
not juz that so-called 'beanchwarmer'
thats fucked up rubbish, k?
keep ur smile, stay happy ;DD

kk nth much le.
BYE BYE :)

im starting to lose faith in u... ....