fuck.. supposedly quite a nice day. and a news given by jeffrey screwed it up. [thnx jeff for the info. not sad coz of u tell me]

junwen and lyndsey stead for 2 months liao
WTF WHY DIN TELL ME?!
i only realised this today, and also noe another thing, which is they juz broke up
but FUCK. 2 months! and he is her FIRST stead.
chibai. i her nball frend, ivy, reads this
ivy, u dunno me well, i dunno u well. all i can say is, i noe u're lyndsey good frend
and all that u noe abt me is, an immature hairy 1 year younger arse who is the type of 不知量力的王八蛋. 1st impression, IRRITATING
yes, i have feedback frm frends, eg sean lim.
in the end we still became good frends
ivy, pls dun judge me by 1st impression and give me a death sentence immediately.
this is as good as racism
its de same as a white judge giving a black man a death sentence, juz coz he is black, and din really give a shit to listen to de evidence
in short, IF U DUNNO ME, DUN JUDGE ME
i noe u're tryin to get lyndsey to accept junwen.
pls, take consideration for me.
u're doin quite a good job killin me
u dunno how much i like her and
I REALLY REALLY REALLY LIKE HER A LOT for christ's sake
but..
well u're wish came true. they stead liao lorr. happy lorr
break liao lorr. also happy lor
im gonna say tis once POLITELY
... fuck off

if she reads tis. her impression towards me would most probably gets worst than b4.
heck, i've alrdy lost a lot
my confidence
my happiness
my courage
my dignity
my face..
wat else is there to lose?
xiangying doesnt seem as scary as b4 now..
U made me hide my sadness everyday
in case u dunno, its fuckin difficult to do this everyday
sometimes i juz really wanna break down la pls
sound like some fag sissy puss ass right?
nice to meet u for the 1st time
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great im totally SIAN-ED now
bye