yawns.. now i've made quite a few new frends, like tyan wei, bird bird, mouktita (samantha), etc
dunno why no new MALE frends. O.O mayb i alrdy knew most of them. LOL
now like tryin to play dota with kaiyuan. will come back edit later
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zzz cannot sia. SIAN
dammit my comp a lot o fucking problem. cant play garena, cant play lancraft, cant play hamachi. knn
whole day fckin face the AI is like. URGH
i liddat not enough experience nia, i like used to AI's habits and shits. i noe how make them retreat to base and stop tankin
they are just v predictable, not like humans la.
difficult to preict, i liddat, later go LAN play 2k-in hse Dota
gonna get fcked by even MINGYAO!!!
the one who used pudge to HOOK CREEPS. and thot the hook cn follow ur target, turn here, turn there, can follow. --"
den to him meat hook is M
LOL
meat hook is T, i 1st time play also noe la, dumb..
sian la. i need to work harder in academic
ohh and my guitar lesson was good. i learn 3 nursery songs le..
DUN LAUGH, this called start frm the basic
kk nth much le
BYEBYE

haiz sian. sch start, all the shit like damn sian. tml one fucking science test again. kanni na
physics fucking sucks. ESPECIALLY MR ONG
kao pei he teach all the shit cant study one.
chi bai i tml sure fail
SCIENCE STILL 1ST PERIOD.
major fuck-a-thon
need concentrate do hmwk le. finish the damned chinese. den ask around for help in science bah
bye bye

我到底在哪一方面输给你？
王八蛋
我尽然输给一只臭屁猴
他妈的
祝你早死越好
死三八
去你的！

SIAN god damned fucking sickness. made me miss de overnight stay.. kanni na.
sat and sun were great. could have been better if i wasnt sick.
xiangying gives me an experience that i'll nvr forget
being on stage, making ppl laugh, and having their applause
actually doctor want me to skip both performance
well i say take injection instead
den they injected my ASS. for like 1hr my leg sore and a bit pain
fever got down thou.
den on sun. wah fuck
fever damn high, when actin, at backstage coughin like gonna die liddat. chibai
fck sia. lyndsey was there on sun. and im half dead that day. knn
well, she's off to thailand today. she'll be back nxt tues. sob sob T.T
xiangying arh xiangying
i hope that it'll come back again, and ghimmie one more chance to perform AGAIN, without de sickness
i regret that i din appreciate the paixi at first. if i did i cld have been better than i was
now there's no more paixi, cant meet de sec4s le, until huansong hui.
so de nxt time i can see the sec4s again would be de last time i could see them
sianz
jeff they all cried like WOOO
i think i was too sick to cry.
haiz off to COUGH... bye

damn. tml is xiangying.. and im gettin SICK fuck
my body feels v warm :S and having a uncomfortable throat. wtf. sian sian. gonna spam take meds soon.
nvm, will continue to think wat and how i can improve, and work hard for lyndsey to enjoy de show, AND ALSO the sunday unofficial camp.
hope i can get better BY TML
thnx to a certain SOMEONE who coughed and SNEEZED at MY FACE
T.T
lucky i forgot is who. but i still rmb that wet feel on my face
ITS A BOY
grr... darn u fag
ahh. was juz playin comp games la. mainly to chill me down [feelin damn nervous]
in de end i cant even concentrate properly =.=
gahh my breathe feels hot.dammit
ima gonna shiver tml liaoz
ok i shall go and sleep now. hope that will work[help me get better]
ok
bye bye

fuck.. supposedly quite a nice day. and a news given by jeffrey screwed it up. [thnx jeff for the info. not sad coz of u tell me]

junwen and lyndsey stead for 2 months liao
WTF WHY DIN TELL ME?!
i only realised this today, and also noe another thing, which is they juz broke up
but FUCK. 2 months! and he is her FIRST stead.
chibai. i her nball frend, ivy, reads this
ivy, u dunno me well, i dunno u well. all i can say is, i noe u're lyndsey good frend
and all that u noe abt me is, an immature hairy 1 year younger arse who is the type of 不知量力的王八蛋. 1st impression, IRRITATING
yes, i have feedback frm frends, eg sean lim.
in the end we still became good frends
ivy, pls dun judge me by 1st impression and give me a death sentence immediately.
this is as good as racism
its de same as a white judge giving a black man a death sentence, juz coz he is black, and din really give a shit to listen to de evidence
in short, IF U DUNNO ME, DUN JUDGE ME
i noe u're tryin to get lyndsey to accept junwen.
pls, take consideration for me.
u're doin quite a good job killin me
u dunno how much i like her and
I REALLY REALLY REALLY LIKE HER A LOT for christ's sake
but..
well u're wish came true. they stead liao lorr. happy lorr
break liao lorr. also happy lor
im gonna say tis once POLITELY
... fuck off

if she reads tis. her impression towards me would most probably gets worst than b4.
heck, i've alrdy lost a lot
my confidence
my happiness
my courage
my dignity
my face..
wat else is there to lose?
xiangying doesnt seem as scary as b4 now..
U made me hide my sadness everyday
in case u dunno, its fuckin difficult to do this everyday
sometimes i juz really wanna break down la pls
sound like some fag sissy puss ass right?
nice to meet u for the 1st time
...
....
.....
great im totally SIAN-ED now
bye

wah siannzzzz.... this coming sat and sun is cds xiangying performance.. im alrdy shivering... and heart starts to pump like f---.. T.T den got wat hmwk and shit and de bloody maths test tml.
and emoing
like wtf la... friday need shi tai and shits. tml got cca, weds oso. THK GOD
i nvr tot that i'll ever be happy abt havin cca.
my 'VERY NICE' wudu and zhudao hors, keep on tryin to 'MOTIVATE' me and started disiao-ing me... same goes for JEFF!
all lyndsey this lyndsey that. like we together liddat. T.T FAT CHANCE lol
mayb in de nxt million years later den have chance la pls. haiyo
den art cher expectin a lot frm my character design la. quite stress. 早知道 dun do so well for it
2k'09 have new chor lor po liao. at first is joelynn. now is aderline la. coz of de freakin lil bit of water kick me. more than times nia. kao.
btw joelynn lives in de same condo as me ^^ lol
haiz now 9plus only. alrdy feel like sleepin. nvm after i dl some songs than go sleep liaoz.
ok gt byebye