1. sian sian... today i finally saw her online again, but once i online she hadda go le.. T.T

mayb she saw my dp den chua tio.. if yes i'll be like, damn 内疚de... and will delete that forever..
anyw, spent a long time on GunZ today. not goin into further details of it.
[makes me sound like a nerd.. - -''']
^^IM NOT ONE^^
sian i think i heard my parents complainting abt me using comp till so late again.. i hate it when it happens. anyw i dun need them to tell me. i a bit sleepy now liao.
1j having clas chalet. i sort of dun feel like goin. coz sounds like v lil ppl goin.
ohh and here's a few words for de sch team nballers:
'hey julia and feng jing. dun be sad abt the game. wat matters is u tried ur best right :) im sure if u're givin another chance, u'll definitely win. dun let a small failure result in a failure of ur life. juz treat it as an experience, continue to work harder ans strife to surpass that obstacle that u once lost to. MUST NOT LOSE TO THAT OBSTACLE AGAIN HORS. even if u do, still DUN GIVE UP :) and rmb, to ALWAY SMILE ;DDD'
hope that worked :)
well feng jing seem fine. i was on my moju huazhuang ytd and she was like 'HEY ITS DAMN COOL'
wanted to show julia too, so called her. she sound SOOOO DOWNN :(
well kaiyuan they all were at sch too. they saw me and joel's zhuang too
well, with moju huazhuang on means....
MAJOR SCARING MISSIONNN!!!
me and my goofy senior, jeffery, make a weird face pose in front of the band rooms window. and they all were like laughin and faces have that 'oh no... not again..' expression. damn funny. HAHA
den when i walk pass someone i juz stared at them. some quicly wlked away with funny looks on their face. some laughed. some chua tio. overall was fun.
ytd put on zhuang was coz is 总裁拍. the 1st lianpai, moju 被讲到 all of us[or most, including me] tio demoralize until damn sad. i rmb that time i felt like, shit im gonna screw 谢老师's reputation.. gonna screw this whole show.. gonna screw our last xiangying.
BUT ytd, we managed to turn those chers' unsatisfied looks into a smile on their face :)
i even heard one cher laugh damn loud. dunno is 蔡老师 or li lao ban. my senior say is cai lao shi
but still, there's always room for improement. dun worry. to those who watchin, i will not make u feel that u've wasted ur money on this show. i make sure u all leave with good memories of our act ;DDD of course, lyndsey will be there, sitting on one of the really good seats available.
i'll make sure she doesnt yawn :)[woah, actually its quite a big challenge for all of us :p]
holy shit. monday will be HELL. need recite wat, man jiang hong.. music lesson still need sing... FUCK... argh... i still cant project my oice. i need learn how kai sheng and shits in ONE DAY.
may GODS bless me.
on thrusday, went to elon's hse. he's treatin me like mark.... he target me in halo 3 sia... confirm either coz i joke abt that jesus thing or i might stand a chance to win. im guessing de religion joke thing...
i wonder wat makr did....to give him an irritation aura? well he did nth to me and i felt de aura still.. who noes? O.O
thats all i think. wait, i got sth to say to lyndsey. i dunno if i hope she'll read this or not...
its been great meetin u. idk how many times i've said this alrdy.. im sry.. i couldnt give u any present for valentine's day or ur birthday.. im seriously, sincerely SORRY. i thought of treating u to a movie but u always seemed busy.. or mayb u're tryin to avoid me. idk.. after u moed to tkss i've been v worried. im afraid u'll pick up some bad habits there.even after youjin's assureance im still quite worried.. i just cant stop thinkin abt u..
*smiles* :)
-bye bye

today, im gonna blog abt a lesson learnt and a lesson to be learnt.
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alright today was being dumb and started joking abt jesus and satan. and joel and + elon started throwing shoes, pen, socks, and eventually de rubbsih bin at me. at first i thought well, i deserve it. ok.. after that, joel yeo said smth which makes me feel that they were freakin bastardious. 'we started throwing stuffs at u coz u draw de jesus. ....... im anti-chinas.'
alright, i noe im wrong, but does that gives u the right to throw stuffs at me? u could have juz said, 'hey yi liang, pls stop the jesus thing. thnx u.' right? i can swear and bet my whole life that U TWO DID NOT SAY THAT. i admit, sometimes i'll go overboard at joking. u could always juz remind me that i've crossed the line. REMIND KINDLY. jesus/god may help u empty ur cup of sins when u die. but that doesnt mean that u could continue commiting sins for de rest of ur living life. if juz joking abt jesus will make u throw stuffs at ppl, wat abt u sayin that u're anti-chinas? that doesnt mean they have de rights to smack the shits outta u right? im not siding anyone here. i can tell ya, if u think u now liddat v big, i cant wait till u go to east coast park, walk up to a bunch of gangsters and say 'fuck u asshole'. i am wrong, but YOU TWO are in de wrong too. yes. im not angry. i dun get pissed over these kinda crap. i juz think u 2 were quite unreasonable. and i can also sense that u 2 treated me sort of differently after that. u mayb v devoted to christianity. and i believe that Theres No Such Thing As God. u believe ur own stuffs i believe mine. i cant punch u for sayin 'The Lord exists' right? that applies the same for u. u cant beat the crap out of me for not believing in God.
after i earsed the jesus thing, a guy said, oi, u think making fun of jesus v funny arh? i would gladly reply NO, I DUN THINK ITS FUNNY. IM JUS FREAKIN BORED. AND u think throwing stuffs at me is v funny arh? u might say, coz u deserve it. i would reply, i deserve a kind reminder FIRST. coz u all reminded me FIRST, and i continue, i deserve to be thrown stuffs at. BUT i rmb clearly that u all juz say, BOO TEACHER LOUSY [was acting as a teacher teaching crap] TEACHER GO HOME LA. ok mayb to u thats ur reminder. but, judging by both of ur character and atittude, that sounded more of a suan den a reminder. PLUS a kind reminder always solves the prob created by me.
i seriously think that, i owe u 2 an apology and u 2 owe me one too. so..
SORRY ELON AND JOEL YEO :( .
i'll rmb not to make fun of this again ;)
ok thats all for now barhx. bye bye

friday was GREATTT lyndsey came back to visit her frends. which means i got to see her and talk to her :DDD. NOT GOIN INTO FURTHER DETAILS. in short : last period of the day, pe, ended. when to canteen for lunch. saw her sittin on a bench near de drinks store. walked towards her and say hi, blah blah random stuffs. got to see her smile again. SO SWEEETT :) then after awhile she went off to see her nball frend. the time b4 CCA starts, she was chattin with my seniors, whom are also her good frends. so dun bother them. after cca, walked her down to her bus stop. i went home smiling happily. END