another lame ass post.. mixed with a lot of feelings.. lol.. anyw, lemme remind u noobass flamers, or ppl hu are gonna tag abt how i feel towards her or anythin close



yea, i dun deserve pity frm any1.. wat i post here, wasnt meant for her to see anyw. i noe, im a downright stupid, bitchy, fuckin bloody asshole. i got no brians no brawns no nth. im a low class animal which deserves no fucking respect frm any1 or anythin. but at least respect hu i lyk and tat feelin tat i feel towards her. im a animal but i hav feeling lyk a human. and tis is my life. it suck a lot alrdy.. pls dun make it worse for me.. im beggin u all.. living in de shadows is a fckin shit thing to do.. u dun get noticed by any1.. and i alrdy got prepared for rejection.. its juz tat i din noe i'ld fall tis hardi din noe tat every single moment i'll feel pain.. i always wanted to disappear frm her life.. but i cant find anyw other than suiciding [which im not tat stupid to do](seriously.. ok tat wasnt even a joke) do u noe how it feels to be mixed up with a lot of feelings at once? do u noe, how izzit lyk to feel pain, disappointment, confusion, irritation, pissed, and sad at de same tym? it feels lyk FUCK and MORE.. oint is.. pls tink abt wat u're gonna tag.. dun screw me up again pls..



well.. most of de anger was in de reply-tag.. a lil still up ^^^^^ dere.. now no mood to blog le.. bye..