ahh.. sian.. now.. sianz-in.. haha.. lyndsey not replyin me.. urgh... ahh nvm.. at least junwen's talkin to her.. haha.. i dun mind la.. if u'ld ask.. thou nowadays seldom chat with her liaoz.. at most is lyk awhile only.. since her replies are lyk.. is fast usually is abt 10-15mins bahh.. slow den can 30-45mins... rarely is immediately.. ahh wth.. doesnt matter.. used to being disappointed till i dun feel it anymo.. lol

anyw, here's my list of games im waitin for, to be released[lol so random] :

Battlefield Heroes
Avatar : Legends of the Arena

supposinly Avatar is released by today.. but until 9.40pm still not released yet..
stupid shit...
juz now played awhile of SFront... pawned ppl again.. there's 1 match.. cld hav won if my stupid mates wld follo my plan.. ahh nvm.. nowmost gamers are idiots..heckcare...

did some revisions today, at sch.. revisin maths...
got a qn wanna ask mr neo.. fcktub he not in.. he say we dun go find him.. more lyk he dun wan us to find him.. stupid asshole.. den tat qn gav a sec2 [liling's frend] to solve.. wah when got back paper.. cheem equations.. barely understood.. oh well juz them erased off...
now gonna be random again.. listin out my disappointments for today...

Disappointments :
1. cant walk with lyndsey to busstop..
2. once again think tat im not important to her.. at all...
3. kenna pangseh by her again...
4. then tot abt junwen n felt bad, guilty..
5. kenna dao by her again..
6. den tot of junwen, and felt bad, guilty, AGAIN
7. every intention to ignore/give up on/watever lyndsey.. [but her graceful smile JUZ KEEP APPEARIN IN MY MIND!! so din do it]
8. now im gonna miss my show for bloggin...
9. wanna ignore the world and its contends..

argh...now my frends all call me despo.. i tink im going crazy too.. head's twirllin around and around and around and around and around and around and around and around and around and... now my life revolves around her.. she sad, i'll try to cheer her cheer[usually works]. if doesnt, i'll be sad too.. she dao me, im sad.. she dun reply me, oso sad.. den i tink im so damn fckin irritatin den feel lyk giving up and givin her her own space to breathe.. den i tink of her, and all those tyms tat i've enjoyed bein with her.. made me dun wanna give up, and persevere.. its workin, for now.. hope it'll continue to amaze me... lyndsey, u enlighten my life, and ur smile is full of wonders:)