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tats how im gonna start off my pst today... v sian... searchin for step up movie songs... there's 1 hav violin v nice de i still cant find... haiz.. [wait up]... I THINK I FOUND IT yay! lolz... ok gonna b another short post...
-"i wanna be by ur side whenever u need help. i wan u to be by my side forever, and not never.. if a genie gave me a million wishes.. i'ld say, 'hey genie. save ur magic for others, cuz i only need and have 1 wish, and tats to hav HER by my side... or at least me by her side. helpin her, guiding her, and lightin up her path to success..' all i cld wish for is ur happiness.. coz ur happiness is mine too. as de song 'She Will Be Loved' goes,
'I dont mind spending everyday. Out on your corner in the pouring rain. Look for de girl with the broken smile. Ask her if she wants to stay awhile...' sometyms, [im not gonna state out de reason] i wish i cld walk in de rain.. so no1 cld see me shed my tears for u... even if u are 'open', as in u are acceptin boys... i bet im de 2nd last guy on ur list... last is HN i noe.. mayb he's not even in de list... well if so, tat makes me de last guy on de list.. jun woon... he aint such a bad guy... main point is, he's better than me... and i stand no chance against him, or any1... felt lyk backin out... but loving u secretely hurts me more than ever... today when i heard abt u goin back to texas... and de tym seemed to have shorten, it shortened my smile too.. well since it was barely even dere, i lost my slightest little smile tat i was faking out... i was brokened into pieces when i 1st heard abt tis... after i finally got these pieces back, i heard it again. and tis tym it didnt simply break... it sunk into de deepest part of my heart, and shattered... well, now, i got nth to say... absolutely nth..."
dere's no need for byes... juz leave...