today... tis post shall b a post of compliments.. n gratitude.. i want u to noe.. i truely love u...
but 1st, tml is chinese oral... kinda scared... but heck care la... chinese no hope... juz inpromt-to lorr... no hope le anyw...


ok... now, tis post is dedicated to u..
1stly, i wanna start off with, whoever u loved once, or in future, shall be one of de luckiest man on earth... to hav such a nice girl by his side... WOW... its impossible for me... im juz PEA compared to those guys.. so pathetic... and, i wanna thnx for for acceptin my treat today (its ice cream fyi)... its really, REALLY, REALLY, REALLY meant A LOT to me... i've realised, all these posts, are actually sort of love letters, tats not mailed to u.. juz compile all together, and it wld be pages... and pages long.. includin de song, coz it bares meanings frm my heart too.. im not gonna minimize these words... coz i wan ppl hu come to tis blog to noe... i love u deeply... im devoted to u... even desperate can b used appropriately on me.. i Can't Stop tinkin abt u... tats 1 song which cld describe how i felt towards u... seriously, i wld turn my love for u into a pillow... sleep, and hopin to meet u in my dreams.. and here's an evidence tat suports tat sentence tat im despo... i seriously, loop my memories of u in my head and pretend tat u want me.. of coz its juz wishes tat were meant to nvr be fulfilled... and i do fall asleep and dream of alternate realities... i put myself at ease by pretending tat u love me... pathetic ehh?
u are beyond words tat cld be used to explain love.. to me, u are much more valueable the anythin i've came across... i wanna treat u nicely... not coz i wan u to love me, but its coz i love u, and i hope u noe it.. perhaps, u'll juz put tis aside n blah blah.. but not matter wat... THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING once again... i LOVE U, and shall LOVE U ALWAYS...

i hav much moe to say.. but i dun have tat much tym.. perhaps nxt tym........ perhaps.....