ahhh.... so sad today..... tuesdays With Morrie... great book... read halfway only thou... kinda touchin... sadly im cold.... no mood to laugh now... im serious a me being cold... gone into deperation for a comp game to lay, so went bak to audition... ehh... it sucks... lags shit... pawn noobs... pros pawn me... and noobs below me... not fun de... dance dance... blehz....... now, im gonna say de only 'yay'(doesnt include tis one<<<) coz, YAY thurs no chinese... ahh... wondering why aint she replyin my sms... dao-ing me arh? i hope not... seriously.... thou u'll nvr getta read tis until i tell u tis blog site.. im very, super sorry... suaning u is kinda lyk, to keep our conversation up and goin... wondered wat youjin told u today... after since u bcame kinda quiet... i dun be kind, gentle, caring in front of any1... especially to ppl i lyk.. and when it's kinda lyk a one-sided love... ya noe, after i knew tat u lyked tis guy, and stuff...(ok it was de past... but still it's tis yr de mahh... and its juz b4 june holis..) i was kinda sad... din wanna show it to u tats all... you r my pillar of str... dun let it fall, at least for now.. ya noe, fake smiles are v difficut to make... but for u, im willin to... how many smilles u need to cheer u up, is how many smiles i'll giv u... plus its bad for de health... (yea... i can b deep...)

bye...